this post is dedicated to my friend that has almost same past with me. somehow it makes me stronger when I realized that I'm not alone. actually it really motivates me to do better than before. you are truly my friend, and I really trust u to keep my secret.
your story inspires me that as an elder son, I have to be responsible in order to bond my family..
thanks alot


9th March

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa o kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume o egaku
Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi o nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu
Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshizutsu asa o atatamemasu
Ookina akubi o shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de
Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja nai 'tte koto
Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai
Suna bokori hakobu tsumoji kaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hiru mae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nanda ka kirei de mitoremashita
Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten o oogeba sore sae chiisakute
Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsuji kumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku o matsu yorokobi o
Wakachi aeru no de areba sore wa shiawase
Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende
Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai
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March 9th

In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away
With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring
The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn
I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you
The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn't look away
There are things that don't go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small
The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy
From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you