Why We Never Know What We've Got Till Its Gone ??(a monologue)

desperate, yah apa boleh buat, lulus paling cepet 4.5 tahun, ga bisa 4 tahun..satu mata kuliah harus ngulang dan tamatlah kesempatan buat lulus 4 tahun...apa boleh buat, semuanya udah terjadi..you've lost the chance..so make another chance, don't let it fly away again...It's OK whether you have to forget something, but keep focus..If they're your destiny, they will find their ways..

crestfallen...I don't know...sometimes I feel worry to loose a chance, a chance to get something important for me in a bond...if it is your destiny, it will find it ways...but..I cannot ignore my xxxx, this is always sound that...pfuuuuuuffff

bib, you still alive...zutto ikite ne...maybe this is a chance for you to study japanese longer...or maybe you will choose another language to study...

how about my dorm??? this result perhaps influences your chance to continue joining ppsdms, but I lay that to evaluator's decision..if he say that you have to go...just go, you still alive.

mom..perhaps it will dissapointed you...but I promise, I will fix it...I will make u proud by graduate in semester 9...I will... a promise is a man dignity...

so I will face it...my sword still sharp, my body still strong...I'll do!!!